I've grown up a gamer. From my younger days at an NES to the time spent at my first console, the Playstation, to times of family bonding at an N64, I can't remember a time when I wasn't sitting in front of a screen, wide-eyed and mashing on buttons. One thing that's always stuck with me though, is the first time a game ever made me feel something.
Kingdom Hearts, a Disney/Squaresoft game, combined Final Fantasy characters with the Disney characters I grew up watching. I fought alongside Goofy, Donald, Aladdin, The Beast, and other characters that I was only ever able to imagine as a kid. Right off the bat, I connected with the young Sora, whose life on Destiny Island was about as simple as I thought mine to be at the time. But then, when the Heartless came and engulfed the Island in darkness, I was taken out of the simplicity and thrown into Sora's shoes to face a great evil.
From there, the game took off, and I loved every minute of it. The hours spent adventuring around with my new Disney friends flew by like minutes, and in some strange respect, I became Sora when I played the game. I think it's because in Kingdom Hearts, Sora is the real outsider. All of the Final Fantasy characters and Disney characters all have their established backgrounds and roots, but Sora, he's pretty much alone save his two besties, Kairi and Riku. But even Riku turns to the dark side, and Kairi's missing from the very beginning of the game.
Anyway, during my time with Kingdom Hearts, Sora's disbelief and sense of adventure and fun were always on par with mine, and each new territory to explore was like an incarnation of the flicks I'd grown up watching. Making friends with Donald and Goofy, and traveling to places like Wonderland and Mt. Olympus was always as new for me as it was for Sora. I felt the urgency Sora faced when put into a new and strange world all alone. I felt the happiness in reuniting with Kairi, and I felt betrayed and confused when Riku turned Heartless.
I invested lots of emotion into KH, and its climax still nearly drives me to tears – I don’t know why, but it makes me feel like a kid again. The innocence of childhood friendship, set against Utada Hikaru’s “Simple and Clean”, gives me the same wonderful feeling I got whenever I used to go to Disneyland, when places like Agrabah and Neverland were mystifying, moving and above all, real. In a sense, Kingdom Hearts let me open up my imagination as a young gamer, not only because I could see everything as it unfolded on-screen, but because I was closer to the characters, which I actually controlled and battled alongside.
Kingdom Hearts was the game that made me see that games could make me feel real emotion, not just the satisfaction of doing something fun and rewarding. I'd like to know from any gamers reading this: What game did that for you, and why?
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Ode to a Personal Favorite
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